Whenever I tried writing a diary, I used to show it to my mom and ask her if she liked what I wrote :P

Alright, I said that I'll write as much as possible during my Diwali vacations but being a lazy-bum that I am and trying to give my readers the best of me I could not pen down just anything! :P

I have many friends who like to maintain a secret diary and I am one of those who failed every time she wished to keep a REALLY SECRET diary. So what is sooooo special about a diary which is exclusively open just for its owner and sharing of thoughts never really is there??

According to some of my friends they keep a diary because they feel they  don't have anyone that close,  whom they can pour out their hearts to. They feel relieved when they pen down all their day's frustrations and the happiest of feelings in that stack of sheets bound by memories. I won't completely disagree with the fact that may be they are better at expressing their feelings on paper than with spoken words and have the same feeling as Anne Frank who wrote in her diary that how she finds it beautiful how paper understands feelings more than humans can! But to be really honest maybe I never felt the need of a diary...being not at all secretive and sharing the same close bond with both my family and my friends I would rather confide in them than a life-less bundle of paper sheets! (sorry if you find it rude...but that's completely my opinion)

You can get a glimpse of my non-secretive personality in my Blog as here I write what I feel and it is public!

And when I come to think of it I realise that people must be writing their life's account in those diaries...all the good, bad, superbly-awesome moments and incidents every night would be accounted in those diaries. It implies that every time they flip through those pages all those good and bad memories just flash  in front of their eyes...why should the bad ones have to be revived??? Just one page of that can make a great difference and I don't think if it can ever be a good one :(
I believe that good memories would always remain with you and you don't need to store the not-so-good ones...Isn't it better to not keep a diary then?? I mean, secrets..the crazy and fun ones you have with friends are good but the rest of them can be quite destructive at times. Isn't being an outgoing or at least a free minded-person make you umm...better?? :P

Nothing about diary-writings inspires me to become one if you have a really good point to change my opinion I'm ready with a capital R for it!

Escape!

2 weeks!!!!.I was following a regular pattern of 1 post a week but my freaking exams broke that pattern. Now I am back and have two-three more topics in mind for the following posts and have enough time since there won't be any school for another 9 days!! So...enjoy reading...

I am a very lazy girl..as lazy as I can be, so I decided on starting going for a walk daily...AGAIN..to bring in some activeness in me and shed a few kilos! :P

I've always enjoyed walking along with some music playing in my ears. It gives me peace and calm (much contrary to my crazy-self!). I recently made a new theory that states 'School trips bring a lot of changes in life!' and implying to that, quite a lot of things had changed in my smooth-going life and surely it was not anything positive. Being a person who takes tension even when there is just nothing to worry about...my mind got entangled in various non-sense topics...which distracted me from my present aim, my studies. this is where the Walk of Peace comes in.

When I'm frustrated, tensed, restless, sad or depressed and have no-one to talk to, I pop in my headphones and rush to the park for a 30-45 minutes' walk. I usually take off my spectacles (yes! I wear spectacles B| ) and start walking briskly. Now, the park I go to is in the centre of a society full of buildings and since I go there late in the evenings you can expect all the buildings to be lit up...sooo with no specs on all those tiny lights go blur and I feel like I am walking through the Milky Way Galaxy!! Yes, it sounds a bit dreamy and surreal but isn't it an awesome way of escaping the real and not so beautiful world for a little while?
The cool night breeze that brushes against my cheeks takes away with it all the not-worthy-of my pondering upon thoughts! I feel light-headed and lighter in weight too! :P
Just imagine unreal yet fantastic scenarios while moving your feet ahead of you whilst you still have a fraction of a second more to think over the better stuff in life...What a feeling!

~Kudos!
the great ESCAPE!